Tuesday, March 18, 2008

"How many times can I say/ I'm sorry..."

"...Well you know, you can run/But you can't hide...."

Sometimes I wonder what's going on in other people's minds. If I were a mind reader things would be a lot easier on everyone, because then everyone's problems would be easily solved. No one would be able to lie to me and tell me that nothing is wrong, that they aren't upset with me when they obviously are, and what exactly "frustrated" means when they use it to mean fifty-million different things at different times.

"We've had our problems, but I'm on your side..."

If you could just tell me what you're thinking, verbatim how you're feeling and thinking it, when you're feeling and thinking it (not a week later), then I guarantee that we would have fewer fights because I wouldn't misinterpret what you're saying/feeling/thinking/experiencing/etc... and you would have fully expressed your problems and thoughts and feelings to me. All the cards would be on the table and it would be easier to form a connection that way. To figure out a path to a solution.

"You're all I need. Please believe in me."

Even when we fight, or things aren't going as well as we would like them to, or we feel any type of "negative" emotion towards one another, I can still honestly say that you are the only one that I need. You are the only person who I can honestly say makes my life complete when paired with God. We make a perfectly imperfect triangular relationship with Him. He shows us how to repair our relationship, however a lot of the time, we don't listen and we end up making things worse while attempting to fix the problem ourselves.

I know that it's not the easy solution, however, if Jesus had taken the "easy way out," we would all be on the fast track straight to hell, no matter what kind of life we lived here upon this earth.


Needing Him Desperately,
~*~K~*~