"There's a Reason Why People Don't Stay Who They Are..."

"...Baby, sometimes Love just ain't enough"

That song has been stuck in my head for forever tonight and it always stays on the same part of the bridge:
"There's a danger in Lovin' somebody too much; and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust; there's a reason why people don't stay who they are; Baby sometimes Love just ain't enough"

I don't understand why because I believe that that is exactly what most people in our world are missing today: Love. And by that I mean God because God is Love and therefore, the old addage turns into "All you need is God" which is completely true; He is all that we ever need for all we ever do.

I think I a going to write a stream on consciousness writing for the uration of whatever song comes on next. I am not entirely sure what will come out so I appologize in advance; I will be typing w/out looking at the screen so any mistakes I make will not be caught until after I publish and read for the first time...here we go....

Let us begin with the title of this sing...........I can feel you all around me by flyleaf; working at radio u would be amaizing love how can this be that you my king would die for me a sinner who has done so much to wrong you in my past but the thing of it is you do not have to worry about your past because the only person who will bring up your past is the devil and when he brings up your past you bring up his future. stableness is what I can't feel sometimes especially with this living situation; ashleigh gets on my nerves constantly and I don't know what do to I'm just oh so confused and everything is blue dabadee dah ba die dah ba dee dah ba die da ba dee dah ba die, dah ba dee dah ba die...I'm blue and it's not easy being green, spending each day the color of the leaves...are falling off the trees and raindrops keep fallin on my head but that doesn't mean that the skys will soon be turnin' red...

Well that was fun; I noticed almost all of that was music related...does that make me a nerd? I think it does because I am in SAI and SAI girls all love music. I can't wait to get my iPod this summer because then I will be able to have ALL of my music with me wherever I go which will be amazing.

That is all the hylarity I have for the night.

Sleep well and God Bless,

Needing Him,
~*~K~*~

Searching for Answers

I sent an email to Cathy Mart last night and I got a reply tonight, reguarding my parental situation; she knows now, and I'm not gunna deny the fact that I am relieved by that. I haven't had any "role models" in Christ as to how to be a "Godly Woman"...all the women whom are older than I am are Catholic and that is not the kind of role model I want to have.

I am going to two church services on Sunday, Easter Sunday. Quest's early service and then come back, go to brunch at Cheri's and then heading to The Remnant to see/talk to Cathy, Jo and Matt. I'm not sure if they are together anymore are not. People were saying Bob and I reminded them of Matt and Jo, but then things got rocky with the two of them and everyone who was betting against us is now changing their tunes because we have not gone anywhere; Bob and I are still going strong after almost two and a half years!! And I'm dang proud of it...
PAIN IS TEMPORARY..PRIDE IS FOREVER!!!! Things will always work out for His will. There is no other way for things to work out if you are truely following His way in the book.


I believe that is all for right now; this will become a regular ritual for me; I've got to get some sleep right now, but I think that I will write in here more often than I do 1. my paper journal and 2. DEFINITLY more than my LJ...yeah...that's kind of dying...


I AM IN LOVE WITH CHRIST!!! AND I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS IT!!!


In Him,
~*~K~*~